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She has thousands of things going in her head but still afraid to spill it out. A lot of dreams that are impossible for her to reach yet trying to achieve. Finding her lost soul to fix everything with an invisible hope. Trying to make herself contented with the things she has, yet anxieties break her to pieces. Captures memories before time fade these memories away from her. Struggling to stay alive with a bandaged heart and bottled dreams.

"We accept the love we think we deserve"


ate, nabasa mo na po yung Crossed? Book 2 ng Matched?



Yuppp, I own that book. Yey!

With on May 23, 2012 | 1 note

WOW! I just saw your dad's pic of a jellyfish and it was awesome! I hope my dad was cool like yours



I showed your message to my dad and he told me to say Thank you. I thank you, too :-D

With on May 23, 2012 | 2 notes

please post all your HK outfits <3



I only have 3 HK outfits :-( But I’ll post the clothes I bought :>

With on May 22, 2012 | 0 notes

52212 x Happy Birthday Su Ho bby!! ♥

Ohhh, EXO’s guardian angel how I wish you’re mine. *sigh*

All I did today was hold my cellphone, play games like Temple Run, Jetpack, Draw Something, SIMS Freeplay, Paradise Cove, Top Girl, Tap Tap & etc, lolol. + chilled. Seriously I didn’t do much interesting things today though mom told me we’ll go to a nail salon and spa today. Hmmm. Then I became really bad today, so let’s not talk about it.

And you see those pictures there? Instagram shots again! Hahaha. When mom and dad got home I’m still taking a shower, dad’s calling my name like mad man. And the reason for that is because of my new shoes, which is so pretty I can marry it. Lol. Dad also told me that he knows that I’ll love if the shoes was beige, and I told him “YES!! Why didn’t you buy that one? *sad face*” Then he told me that there’s no size 7. Now I’m starting to hate my shoe size, dammit. But I still love this shoes, it’s fine.

I feel lazy using the computer, I wonder why. But I started making my HK trip post today!! Maybe I’ll post it tomorrow. *cross-fingers* Last day of review tomorrow, I don’t want to go to school. :(((((((((


With on May 22, 2012 | 0 notes

You're beautiful!



Thanks *u*

With on May 22, 2012 | 0 notes

whaaat. you are so lucky. the gifts from your dad are the things I want. wooow, you are truly blessed! :D



Thank you so much! :”)

With on May 22, 2012 | 0 notes

Y so pretty ♡



Thank you!! ♥

With on May 22, 2012 | 1 note


Photos from my phone. Huzzah!! :-D


With on May 22, 2012 | 9 notes

where is the next button on your blog?



Click the “older entries” or something like that. Forgot what’s the exact words, sorry I’m only using my phone :-(

With on May 22, 2012 | 0 notes

52112 x Running backwards

18, 19 and 20 will be delayed since It’ll be really hard to edit pictures when you have 1, 300 photos. We brought three cameras with us + the trip was so beautiful I’m afraid I might ran out of words. Nevertheless, I’ll still post it. I captured many photos for this blog! :-)

Back in Manila!! And misfortune welcomed us. We traveled the wrong road, got caught by a police for making a u-turn that’s illegal (but the police was nice so, yay!) and dad told us that he felt like the car behind our car is following us, like it’s planning something really bad. Whew!

I’m so exhausted, literally. I can’t walk properly, my feet and legs hurt and I feel sick. When we got home, 3 o’ clock in the morning. I didn’t slept immediately, I don’t really feel sleepy yet so I had a long conversation with Amee about her life when I left. I wish I could spend more time with her. *sigh* It’s already 5 o’ clock when my body finally found sleep, I still have to go to school later even though I don’t want to review anymore. I even forced mom that I won’t attend my classes today, I’m so desperate.

Woke up early, I still don’t want to wake up, I’m really lacking of sleep. Obviously, I’ll be sleeping late tonight. Wow, my eyebags are getting heavier. Decided to see our photos with my dad. He’s editing our pictures and his photographs, dad is a frustrated photographer. Check his shots here! I think he takes pictures much better than I do. I don’t even consider myself as a “photographer” all I know is I love to take pictures! Wow, I’m so random. Haha! Anyway, I feel like crying when I knew Amee will leave me today. *sobbing* Spent the whole morning with her and it’s obviously not enough.

Took a bath and left our house. I was late today, really really late. That’s my plan, I’m so glad it succeeded. Last two days and I’ll be review classes-free!! Hooraay. But “real” classes will start soon. I still don’t want to end my summer but I’m somewhat satisfied already.

UST test was hard, and I felt like I have 0% percent of passing any college entrance tests. Believe me. I should stop getting my hopes up in getting in a good school. After that helluva test I waited for my bro to pick me up which took him 1 hour. When I got home dad’s already uploading our pictures.If you want to see our pictures, go here. I also uploaded my cameras’ saved pictures. My new camera (which is a digicam) is a one big hassle! Each picture size is 4.2 MB. I’ve already waited for like 4 hours for the 553 photos to be uploaded. Damn, I feel stupid.

Okay, I already feel sleepy *yawn* Good night!


With on May 22, 2012 | 2 notes